Walking Away

July 28, 2007 | Red Jocks

I swore I’d never leave you behind but I needed to save mySELF! I don’t know? I can hardly think. It’s in the sadness that I get lost…

I simply wanted you to be the last thing I heard before I fell asleep at night, I wasn’t trying to change you. I guess I became a mirror to your indecision? The things you did, you can’t take them back. Your crazy eyes haunt me.

This is my experience and I’m reacting accordingly. I’ve never been anything but honest with you.

Nothing of love and pain is experienced with ease (I heard the words as though they were mine). I never took more then you gave. It was the pain of your manipulation, betrayal and lack of remorse that enraged me to new levels.

I stayed with you, only to be rejected and pushed aside like a broken toy. I’m not your past!

I stayed because I loved you – but I’m learning to let go.

No-one can compete with drugs.